smoldering ruins of a life
Thursday, Dec. 02, 2004,

This is short, because I have no time. The gist of it is:

Work is a hellish Bosch painting of epic proportions, and totally out of control at this point.
Fucked Beyond Alllllll!!!!! Recognition.

I have my period.

It is winter.

I'm in the Midwest.

It is Christmasfuckingtime.

Even though I am going mad (quite mad), I am still getting my exercise.
I have begun to work out on my lunch break. I did a 21 minute mile today. I did a calorie burn walk yesterday (125), but today I went for distance.

Sometimes the only thing to do with the bad stuff is get on the 'mill and burn it.